crazeness

3 weeks left

2012-02-10T21:15:00.000+08:00

sekarang ni uitm semuanya pendaftaran online
maka, banyak juga kertas yang kena print
gambar passport dah ambil
borang pun banyak dah isi
yayasan pun dah pergi
almost 30% dah prepared

dalam banyak hari ni
sama jugalah aku guna untuk tengok cerita korea
latest drama "The Moon Embraces The Sun"
I'm not a fan of historical drama
but this drama is a "must watch drama"
sebabnya jalan ceritanya yang best
and my Il Woo is there :)

3 minggu je lagi
tengok juga cerita korea~

itu dulu

2012-01-31T15:19:00.000+08:00

kalau dulu kau rasa aku lah kawan kau paling rapat
itu dulu

kalau dulu kau rasa aku ini lah yang suka sibuk pasal hal kau
itu dulu

kalau dulu kau rasa aku ini serba tak kena
itu dulu

kalau dulu kau rasa benda macam ini tak patut jadi
itu dulu

keep moving forward
i'll never turn back

itu sekarang.

clearance

2012-01-11T11:32:00.000+08:00

isnin haritu aku dengan adik & mayra pergi uitm to settel our clearance
since I don't have car & adik pun cuti
alang-alang pergi la kan

almost 3 months aku cuti
nak kata aku rindu pun tak
tapi rasa macam selalu je datang situ
but everything seems so different

mula-mula pergi HEP dulu
kena ambil borang clearance
aku ada juga isi borang kuning
yang itu untuk surat bukti tamat belajar
lepas je isi
terus pergi jumpa ketua program
kan awal-awal tadi aku cakap banyak benda berubahkan
ini salah satunya
dulu time aku belajar Puan Zainah is our KP
sekarang ni Puan Maymunah
siapa aku tak kenal
tapi student DIB semua under dia sekarang
punyalah lama tunggu sebab dia ada kelas time aku datang
nak dekat 1 jam lebihlah tunggu

lepas saja settel pegi la library
tapi orang kat library cakap kena mintak sain ikut turutan
ya,lupa nak cakap
yang borang clearance tu ada 6 sain kena mintak
lepas KP,patut pergi pejabat asrama
tapi kitaorang ingat boleh je mintak tak ikut turutan
nak tak nak pegi la pejabat asrama
tapi time tu tutup lagi even pukul 2 lebih
nak mengamuk pun tak guna juga
so,pegi la lunch dulu dekat Alor Gajah

lepas je lunch baru la pegi pejabat asrama
mintak sain semua kejap je
lepas tu pergi library,pejabat koko,pejabat bendahari and lastly pergi HEP balik
submit borang yang dah habis sain tu pastu dapat la surat bukti tamat belajar

pengajarannya ialah kalau nak settel awal
buat appointment dengan KP dulu
yang lain tu kejap je
tak sampai 30 minit dah settel dah
pastu time dekat pejabat koko kena ambil sijil koko
yang itu aku lupa ambil
nampak gayanya kena datang lagi lah jawabnya

sempat la kejap jumpa Ayu & Aqil
terharu pula bila Ayu cakap dia rindu kat aku
even Aqil pun sama
jalan pergi rumah sewa pun dah kena tar
even setiap lorong rumah pun dah ada signboard
time aku belajar dulu takde pun,ceh!

p/s= semalam pergi OU dengan ona,sempat beli shin chan dekat Comic Paradise,oh yeah! Komik shin chan dah penuh :)

harta saya

2012-01-07T23:29:00.001+08:00

I amazingly have a lot of comics in my house
yang selalu beli abang aja, adik & me
abang not a fan of comics but kadang-kadang dia pun baca

Setakat ni komik Rave sahaja yang penuh
komik Shin Chan pulak tinggal lagi 6-7 macam tu la nak penuh
Boys Over Flowers are still counting
and ada la lagi komik lain

Sekarang ni plan nak beli balik Dragon Balls
my favourite spot is Comic Paradise
siap ada member card lagi
dekat Jusco Bandaraya Melaka ada satu
mostly kedai ada dekat KL

Kadang-kadang ada masa tengok anime
yes, you can call me otaku if you want to

kalau semua orang suka baca buku
aku suka baca komik
baca banyak kali pun boleh gelak lagi lawak yang sama
kadang-kadang aku boleh lagi baca komik before masuk tidur
pastu tidur dengan komik LOL

my dream is to have one room in my house yang khusus untuk letak komik
ala-ala macam mini library la tapi komik sahaja
awesome kan?

reality vs fantasy

2012-01-06T20:42:00.003+08:00

bila kita tengok drama Korea,
mostly hero atau heroin kaya
and yang seorang lagi miskin
i can't even think any of the drama Korea ada watak hero/heroin nya yang 2-2 miskin

well, that make the drama interesting
the hero/heroin must be a chaebol
being rich because of their family money
good for them

tapi boleh ke dalam reality kita jadi macam drama Korea
in the end, I would be a cinderella like Geum Jan Di in Boys Over Flowers
atau macam Kim Sam Soon in My Lovely Kim Sam Soon
i really wish i am

but could it possibly be?
saya tidak kisah kalau bercinta atau berkahwin dengan orang yang tiada harta
as long as both of us really happy
having meals together with our childrens
going to vacation

there is no happy ending in our reality
or maybe in the beginning it can't never be

tak salah kalau nak berangan sekali sekala
saya kadang-kadang ada juga berangan nak ada boyfriend handsome macam Cha Chi Soo in Flower Boy Ramyun Shop

cerita cinta saya sudah lama bermula
cuma masih lagi ditulis
who knows I would be lucky as Kim Sam Soon?

49 days

2012-01-03T10:58:00.000+08:00

cuti-cuti macam ini la kita banyak habiskan masa menghadap laptop; online & online
kadang2 tu kalau nasib baik dpt la tgk movie ke,drama ke kan
macam biasa,yang selalu aku buat nak dekat 2 bulan lebih cuti ni
tengok drama Korea

dan hari ini pada siapa yang masih tercari-cari drama Korea yang best
aku recommend drama "49 days"

kenapa 49 days?
watak utama bernama Shin Ji Hyun yang sudah bertunang bersama Kang Min Ho dapati yang dia telah terlibat dalam kemalangan dan diberi selama 49 hari untuk mendapatkan 3 air mata ;
iaitu hanya orang yang betul-betul sayang padanya; tidak termasuk ahli keluarga

nak cerita lebih-lebih pun tak best la kan
nak best tengok sendiri

tapi bila tengok drama ni buat aku terfikir juga
kalau la benda macam ni pula jadi pada kita
ada ke betul2 akan ada orang yang menangis sebab sayang kita
bukan sebab kesian kita mati awal
atau hanya menangis untuk menunjukkan simpati

and yes,
this is the only korean drama that make me cried a lot!
especially the scene between song yi soo & song yi kyung

worth watching and of course drama korea tak pernah lari dari hero yang handsome
paling handsome (LOL) is Jung Il Woo as Scheduler/Song Yi Soo
part dia rap paling best
sampai aku save jadi ringtone
keke

i'll be back :)

2011-12-30T19:15:00.000+08:00

i have to shut down my blog for a while
since i think that would be the best idea ever to update myself to the world

but,
it think i want people to know the real me
and what really happened to me for a past few months
so,

i'll be back

*teaser*

pink

2011-08-28T11:23:00.000+08:00

pink,
semua orang tahu yang warna pink ini memang melambangkan perempuan..
nak kata aku suka pink pun tak lah
but still,
acceptable kot ^^

hari ini berjaya tukar cadar baru
so,bilik saya dah macam perempuan lah skit
sebab sebelum ni pun kalau ada member datang singgah rumah
tengok bilik aku
memang tanya aku balik

"apasal bilik ko macam biasa je"

"biasa macam mana?"

"yelah,perempuan selalunya hias bilik dia semua,ko cam sempoi je"

:pink,pink and pink::

bilik aku ni boleh kata macam hotel
kadang2 je aku balik tidur
dari umur 13 tahun aku duduk asrama sampai sekarang
memang takde masa lah nak hias2 ke apa ke

tapi
disebabkan nak habis diploma ni
yang mungkin tah kebila panjang cutinya
maybe this is the time for me to decorate my room

owh, please gimme an idea !

21

2011-08-22T18:19:00.003+08:00

this is a story about my not-so-sweet 21 birthday

19 august 2011

dalam pukul 12.00 am camtu
tetiba je si ona & fatin ajak main bunga api

(baca betul2,bunga api,bukan mercun!)

aku time tu sumpah xde mood pun nak main sebabnya
kena siapkan tutorial Operation Management (OM)
nak dijadikan cerita dorang masuk jugak
jerit "Happy Birthday!"
and tadahhhhh
aiskrim Walls Selection
memang malam tu semua orang 'sugar-high' lah
kekeke

tapi seronok sangat
the birthday surprise was so simple yet so sweet
thanks fariha,mayra,ona,fatin & aqil
i love u guys so much!

the present

antara orang yang terawal bagi bithday present is nasir

ahaha..

even tanda harga tak cabut tapi aku hargai

sedap,dah makan dah pun :)

present from fariha

al-Quran and hand-made birthday card

so sweet~ hehe

birthday card from mayra (warna coklat)

hand-made juga

and so sweet juga :)

from mummy

dalam kotak biru ada gold necklace

dah pakai dah so malas nak buka pastu nak ambil gambar semua

thanks to those who wishes me on fb

memang tak menang tangan reply :)

and those who wishes me via sms

thank you,thank you and thank you

i love u all :)

business plan

2011-08-18T12:08:00.005+08:00

business plan..
kalau korang ambil subjek Enterpreneurship,
memang confirm2 lah korang kena buat business plan ni..

business plan ni pekebenda?

haa,ayat ringkasnya,
korang nak start business,tak kisahlah business apa pon,
memang korang kena buat
start from logo lah,financial nya,marketing lagi,etc

tapi sumpah aku cakap,
buat benda ni memang penat gila..
korang kena banyak pikir,
banyak idea
especially team work memang penting
so,diharuskan mencari team member yang tak bagi banyak problemo kat korang

dannnnnn,inilah hasilnya,
nak kata gempak pun xde lah
but aku rasa puas hati sangat sebab group aku berjaya juga buat business plan ni..

our business are mainly on cupcakes,
i'm as the CEO of Cassiopeia Enterprise

the logo

cr: Cassiopeia

Cassiopeia,
thanks to the fandom,
berjaya juga aku fight dengan group member aku sebab nak guna nama ni
ahaha :D
i'm proud to be Cassiopeia,that adore DBSK

why Cassiopeia?
sebab namanya sendiri unik
and of course, it consists of 5 stars that consists 5 of our members
and pink as theme colour because pink is the best colour to describe woman

the menu

cr: Chic Cupcakes

siapa yang design?
me!!!
even aku sendiri pun tak percaya aku design menu ni
gempak tak gempak!LOL
the cupcakes menu are from Chic Cupcakes

the motto

"unique cupcakes for unique people"

idea from Mayra
really suitable for our company's name
unik gila!

the business card

business card ni ada aku design sikit,
fariha pun ada design sikit juga..

the landscape in 3D

don't give me that look!

i'm not the one that design it!

LOL

if so,i already change my major to interior design kot! kekeke

the designer is one of our friend's close senior

hmmmmmm,that all..
xboleh nak bagi lebih2..hehehe

i do appreciate comment,

nak tahu gak pendapat korang tentang business plan kitaorang ni :)

penat

2011-08-14T17:01:00.000+08:00

aku tak suka sebenarnya
kalau kita kena edit keja orang..
perghh,benda yang paling aku benci gila!
sebab benda tu la yang buat aku tidur pukul 3.00 pagi
tak bangun sahur,apatah lagi subuh
and end up bangun time nak dekat zuhur (wth?)

penat kotttt..
penat!
even sampai skrg otak aku tak center lagi even dah sampai melaka
berpinar-pinar otak
penatlah! tahu tak!
maybe orang yang baca post aku ni pon penat..

owh,penat~

tahniah :)

2011-08-12T23:57:00.002+08:00

15 followers..

sedih jugak sebab sikit jugak sebenarnya..ahaha :D

aigoo..
hari ini buat sudden decision balik rumah
even homework,assignment,tests,quizzes yang memang tah bila nak habis tu ada
balik juga saya ke seremban..suka suka :)

2-3 hari ni memang tak sedar diri tengok live stream drama Korea..
maksudnya,drama tu tengah tayang on tv dekat Korea tapi aku tengok live guna internet..
memang gila kan?
pakai broadband je kot..LOL
lantaklah exceed limit ke..
bukannya aku tak bayar pon..keke
tapi tengok bukan paham sangat sebab takde subtitle..
lagi gila!
dengan tengok drama tu time tengah waktu patut study untuk test for the next day
memang panaslah telinga ni dengar bebelan si fariha and mayra suruh aku study..
tapi aku buat dunno je..LOL

tapi apasal beriya-iya sangat nak tengok live kan?
siapalah yang untung sangat dapat attention si wani sampai tak baca buku?
mestilah my Mr.Gorgeous Kim Jaejoong :)
siapa lagi..
dia je dalam hati ni..

::Jaejoong saya :)::

memanglah sebelum ni ada juga suruh si mayra & fariha carikan aku boyfriend
tapi taste nak tinggi je..
muka kena ala-ala korea lah
kalau boleh macam Jaejoong lah
kaya lah,itulah..inilah..hahaha
sampai ke sudah takde boyfriend aku Jah! LOL

::fariha,mayra & wani::

tapi,tapi
dikesempatan ni..
nak jugak promote cerita si Jaejoong tu..
haaaa...drama: Protect the Boss
baru je 4 episode..
watch online: Protect The Boss
atau
korang boleh je mintak kat aku nanti bila drama ni habis
confirm ada punya nanti..

anyways,
tahniahlah wani sebab awak memang officially gila!
gila korea!gila Jaejoong!and gila pemalas baca buku! ^^

Jaejoong that I LOVE

2011-08-11T23:58:00.001+08:00

눈 뜨고도 널 바라보지 못해
even if I open my eyes, I am not able to look straight at you
지친 추억에 흐려진 너의 맘을 난 찾지 못해
in those fatigued reminiscences, I couldn’t find your heart that had become blurred
많이 울고 지쳐 더 이상 못해 생각해도 너를 보면 괜찮을 것 같아
getting listless from all that cries, and when I thought that I couldn’t go on, I get all better once I see you

지켜주고 싶어
I want to protect you
너의 잘못된 나쁜 버릇들까지도 힘든 날 웃게 만드는 거야
even those bad habits of yours that’s so wrong, are what make me laugh during my rough days
좀 힘들겠지만 널 사랑해 라고 말도 할 거야
although it will be slightly difficult, I will also say words like “I love you”
먼저 내 품에 오는 날까지
until the day that you come into my arms first

웃지 못해 웃어도 기억 못해 오늘 하루도 꿈처럼 눈뜨면 사라질 것 같은
I can’t laugh; even if I laugh, I can’t remember. Today seems like a dream too; once I open my eyes, it will disappear
널 보고도 곁에 없는 것 같아 표현이 서툰른가봐 널 사랑하기엔
even if I glance at you, you don’t seem to be beside me. It seems like I am bad at expressing “I love you”

혹시 다른 온기를 찾아 내게 떠나가 행복해 할 거니
perhaps you look for other warmth. Would you be happy if you were to leave me?
그래도 널 보낼 수 없어 baby 죽기보다 더 아플텐데
I am not able to let you go even with that baby. Because it will hurt more than dying
내가 널 사랑해… 다른 누구도 아니 네 앞에 있잖아
I love you… you weren’t in front of any others but me
내가 니 손을 잡고 있잖아
aren’t I holding on to your hands?
누군가의 품에 줄 수 없어 애써 웃고 있잖아 보낼 수 없어하는 맘을왜…
I can’t give you up to the arms of any others. I am trying hard to smile. Why is my heart unable to let you go?
P/S = I DIEEEEEEE.
cr: ourJYJ

ya Ramadan!

2011-08-02T18:54:00.000+08:00

salam Ramadan to all
bulan ini kita mampu untuk kurang-kurang apa-apa yang perlu dikurangkan
lebihkan apa yang perlu dilebihkan
mantapkan apa yang perlu dimantapkan

cr: muslimahmediawatch.org

ramadan = august = my birthday month :)
nikmat yang Allah beri bukan calang-calangnya
syukur, berpuasa pada hari lahir sendiri
the best birthday present ever :)

Stay

2011-07-23T11:08:00.000+08:00

I would love to stay here.
Because I want to protect our memory.
I don't want to change.
I'm reluctant myself to do so.

Even you might change yourself
to a person that not the same as before
I still want us to be together
like always
we do before

Even you don't ever need me now
I really want you to know
You're a person whom I cherish a lot

Stay here
Always in my heart

Protect Jaejoong

2011-07-02T13:31:00.000+08:00

While I getting busier to face July,
new news seems to get my nerve wrecked..

congrats to those passed their MUET with flying colour,
even though red colour B1 wasn't great enough to achieve,
that what we called "we need to work harder to get better result"

i told you so.

I'm away from my laptop next week.
Bentong is saying a big smile "Hi" to me and Kedah trip is confirmed on 26-29 July.
Two trips with two different regions and states,
have to make sure that I'm going to fully use the time.Very wisely.

Protect The Boss- Jaejoong First's Korean drama going to air soon. On August.
Should get Astro Beyond faster so that I can watch my Mr Gorgeous live on tv.LOL

::always::

count on me

2011-06-26T09:22:00.000+08:00

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see
I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like one, two, three
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh

If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Everyday I will remind you

Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like one, two, three
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh, yeah, yeah

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go, never say goodbye

You can count on me like one, two, three
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh

You can count on me 'cause I can count on you

i may not be a perfectionist,

but I'll try to be a specialist

i may not the one you need,

but I'll try to be beside you every time you need somebody

p/s=Dear Mr Bruno Mars,thanks for your lovely song :)

PMS-ing!

2011-06-12T22:02:00.000+08:00

am i a bad person if i'm pms-ing all of sudden?
the things that i kept alone suddenly burst out
if yes,then i don't even feel bad at all.
i'm a bad person.
noted.and accepted.

anyways,
enough talking rubbish.
let's go to serious business.
while having a very peaceful life these days (ya rite!)
i'm having so much fun by reading this blog:
http://unoeuluvmexoxo.blogspot.com/

this blog is daebak!
not only talking about recaps of Nora Elena bout also fanfiction about TVXQ especially Park Yoochun!
who doesn't love love fanfiction?
especially about my lovely 5?

this blog is the-best-when-you really-need-a-day dream-with-husband-like-seth-tan-and park-yoochun ! :)

al-Fatihah

2011-06-09T14:17:00.000+08:00

yesterday
for the first time
all of us,whole class except Chip
went to Ijan's house

four cars
went to Pantai Puteri

Ijan,
be strong dear
i know you love him
but Allah love him more.

hidup kita

2011-06-07T17:51:00.000+08:00

hidup kita ada macam-macam orang.
orang waras,orang baik,orang gila,orang hasad dengki,orang minyak..opsss

tapi kalau nak ~~dengki~~ pun agak-agak lah kan?
tak takut azam akhirat ke?
kan kan kan?

anyway,since my problems getting bigger and bigger just because of you darling
i redha je lah

thank you.thank you and thank you :)

Karak

2011-06-03T12:22:00.000+08:00

Tak tahu la kenapa,hari ni kena juga tulis sampai dua entry.
tapi kali ini memang patut pun tulis.
Selasa malam hari tu,
me and my housemates sempat juga pergi ke Jusco Bandar Melaka.

Round,punya round,punya round
naik sampai tingkat 3 nampak GSC dah buka.yabedabedo!
Apa lagi,tengok movie la!
I'm not a person yang suka tengok2 scary movie ni,
tapi hari tu gedix sangat nak tengok
cerita KARAK!

Tak mau cerita storyline nya.
Pergi tengok sendiri,
cuma nak cerita kat sini is the part when heroin baca ayat Kursi.

Hafal tak ayat Kursi?
Hafal memang hafal,tapi meaning?
Mesti semua terdiam kan.
Aku pun mengaku meaning nya pun aku tak tau.
Tapi sekarang,Alhamdulillah,setiap baris ayat aku ingat with meaning.

Jangan setakat hafal ayat Al-Quran tanpa mengetahui maksudnya.
Kalau kita rasa ada lagu-lagu yang korang rasa deep betul meaningnya,
maksud ayat-ayat Al-Quran lagi mendalam.
Baca dengan penuh ikhlas.
Baca dengan penuh makna.
Kalau kita tahu maksudnya,maknanya kita baca dengan penuh mendalam.

Sebagai hamba Allah,
banyak yang kita leka sebenarnya.
Yang wajib jangan ditinggalkan,yang sunat jangan dilupa.
Pentingkan yang wajib dulu baru yang sunat.

Maksud:
"Allah tiada Tuhan melainkan Dia Yang Hidup kekal lagi terus menerus mengurus makhluk Nya,tidak mengantuk dan tidak tidur.Kepunyaan Nya apa yang ada di langitdan di bumi.Siapakah yang dapat memberisyafaat disisi Allah tanpa izin Nya?Allah mengetahui apa-apa yang di hadapanmereka dan di belakang mereka, dan mereka tidak mengetahui apa-apa dari ilmu Allah melainkan apa yang dikendaki Nya.Kursi Allah meliputi langit dan bumi.Dam Allah tidak merasa berat memelihara keduanya, dan allahMaha Tinggi lagi Maha Besar."

p/s=Jaga diri,jaga hati & jaga iman :)

today

2011-06-03T11:54:00.000+08:00

Don't plan to go back to my hometown sebenarnya,
but then,I need too sebab all of sudden my purse yang baru beli tak sampai 1 week tetiba koyak sana sini
Moral of the story: JANGAN beli barang SALE!

Bangun pagi terus online,
then offline,
then online balik sebab my housemate ada HOT story
hot ke?
I mean like Malaysian people love hot story but for me cerita ni tak hot,
but iktibar untuk semua

Adinda Milano Evans
siapa dia ni,apa dia dah buat?
she's 14,Malaysian of course,tetiba tulis kat blog dia yang dia ni tak ada dara lagi
once baca,terus terdiam

apa nak jadi?

memang dunia nak kiamat agaknya.
tapi yang tak sedapnya comment2 orang pada dia.
kita tahu dia buat salah,jangan condemned dia.

bak kata abang

"Semua orang ada dugaan masing2,dan setiap orang menghadapinya dengan cara yang berbeza"

kena ingat,dugaan kita dapat sebab ALLAH mahu kita sentiasa mengingatinya.

Si adik adinda tu buat salah,
patutnya kita benci perbuatan dia,bukan kita benci dia.
ada pulak kutuk,dia tak cantik la,perut macam tayar kereta la,hodoh la.
korang dapat apa pun kalau kutuk dia macam tu?

ingat.manusia ada kelemahan masing2.
nama pun manusia,PELUPA.
patut kita ingat2 kat dia,doa moga pintu hidayahnya terbuka.
kita tak tahu masa depan kita nanti macam mana.

semoga kita dilindungi Allah selalu.
jaga diri,jaga hati,jaga iman :)

Finale

2011-05-26T14:53:00.000+08:00

New semester,new beginning..
New hope,new mission,new lecturers.

Old place,old friends,old enemies..
Old house,old environment,old double-faced.

Deal or ~~not deal.~~

well..

2011-05-26T14:45:00.000+08:00

I was not expecting much for last semester result..
well,i know my hard working doesn't equal with the extravaganza A's..
but,some of it was totally unbelievable and some of it was not..

but,I'm totally Syukur with it :)

p/s=Better be luck next sem :)

Kenapa Wanita Mengalirkan Air Mata

2011-05-22T09:45:00.001+08:00

Itulah kenapa perasaan seorang wanita sangat peka. Allah menciptakannya dengan 9 perasaan dan 1 akal, maka mereka selalu mengutamakan perasaannya ketika ia hadapi sebuah permasalahan.

Tak hairanlah ketika perasaannya sedang sebak, air matanya pun mengalir. Bukan kerana dia lemah, tapi dengan air mata itulah ia meluahkan segala rasa yang ada didadanya beban kehidupannya dan permasalahan yang dihadapinya

Kenapa Allah menciptakan wanita begitu istimewa? Wanita diberikan sebuah bahu yang begitu kukuh menahan beban dunia dan isinya, dan dia jadikan bahu itu begitu nyaman dan menenangkan, ketika dia harus menopang kepala bayi yang sedang tertidur.

Allah menciptakan wanita dengan kekuatan untuk bertahan, ketika yang lain menyerah dan putus asa pada keadaan kerana mereka yakin akan sebuah harapan.

Diciptakannya mereka begitu sabar menghadapi cercaan dari bayi yang dilahirkannya dari rahim

Allah memberikan mereka kesabaran untuk selalu memberikan perhatian dan kasih sayang pada keluargannya walaupun dirinya letih, mereka tetap berjuang tanpa kenal lelah dan kadangkala menahan sakit namun mereka tidak pernah berkeluh kesah.

Cinta yang diberikan kepada putera puterinya tidak terbatas. Dia hanya tulus memberi dan tidak pernah mengharap kembali.. walau kadangkala dia disakiti dan dicaci maki namun setiap saat dan keadaannya dia begitu beerti tidak pernah sakit hati walau hatinya sering kali dilukai.

Wanita sebagai semangat dan kekuatan untuk membimbing suami ketika masa sulit yang dihadapinya bukankah wanita dicipta dari tulang rusuk lelaki. Bukankah tugas sebuah tulang rusuk adalah untuk melindungi jantung dan hati agar ia selalu selamat dan tak tercedera?

Satu kekhususan yang Allah berikan pada wanita, AIR MATA. kerana dengan air mata wanita boleh menumpahkan perasaannya bila mereka memerlukannya. Bukan sebuah kelemahan ketika wanita menangis tapi air mata itu adalah sebuah air mata kehidupan.

‘Doa perempuan lebih makbul daripada lelaki kerana sifat penyayang yang lebih kuat daripada lelaki. Ketika ditanya kepada Rasulullah akan hal tersebut, jawab baginda, “Ibu lebih penyayang daripada bapa dan doa orang yang penyayang tidak akan sia-sia”. ((Al-Hadith)

Oleh kerana itulah wahai ikhwan jadikan jangan kau siakan wanita. Ingatlah kau juga dilahirkan dari rahim ibumu yang juga seorang wanita, jika kau melukai hati wanita itu sama halnya kau lukai hati ibumu.

Jadi, lelaki dan wanita ada kelebihan dan kekurangan.Itulah sebab kita di jadikan supaya dapat melengkapi antara satu sama lain. Segala amalan yg kita lakukan tetap akan di balas walau sebesar zarah.

Sumber: Kenapa Wanita Mengalirkan Air Mata? | Paradigma MUKMIN http://akuislam.com/blog/renungan/kenapa-wanita-mengalirkan-air-mata/#ixzz1N2crxtHr

dear future mr boyfriend

2011-05-12T21:34:00.000+08:00

i know you will be mad,
as i would never love you
as much as i love Jaejoong

i'm sorry
because i can't promise you anything
if you love me
you need to accept my love to Jaejoong

The reason is:
here

a sweet for my sweet^^

2011-05-10T10:16:00.000+08:00

today is her day!

i miss her so so so much!

and it would be daebak if i can fly to Egypt,bring along a cake and presents to her doorstep..

but,i can't :(

anyways,happy birthday sayang!

i love u so much!

even kita jarang gila jumpa,

u mesti ingat yang i selalu ingat and rindu kat u!hehe

p/s=makin chantek u skrg? i like :)

I'm alone

2011-05-05T12:27:00.000+08:00

Holiday can't never be happy if you're alone.

*sigh*

I miss my friends.
I miss my siblings.
I miss my family.
and I miss him.

Oppa.Oppa.Oppa.Oppa.Oppa :(

Ssangchu Heaven [Joongbo Fever!]: HAPPY THIRD WEDDING ANNIVERSARY JOONGBO!!!!~~

2011-05-01T16:59:00.000+08:00

Reblog this post since I love both of them to be together!

Ssangchu Heaven [Joongbo Fever!]: HAPPY THIRD WEDDING ANNIVERSARY JOONGBO!!!!~~: "Love is the condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own. HB: In the beginning, I was worried.. I kept on..."

running.pusing2.and sing :)

2011-04-02T12:48:00.001+08:00

him.

2011-03-23T11:32:00.000+08:00

come to Malaysia,will you?

pray

2011-03-11T21:32:00.000+08:00

Pray for Japan.

Pray for the WORLD.

P/S= Be strong!

Jaga diri, jaga hati & jaga iman.

karma

2011-03-07T23:44:00.000+08:00

Karma:

Theosophy . the cosmic principle according to which each person is rewarded or punished in one incarnation according to that person's deeds in the previous incarnation.

"What goes around,comes around" by Justin Timberlake

"Why can't you let it go,let it go,let it go,let it go.

Girl you're heart is empty" by JYJ

"Cause what goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me" by Alicia Keys

Life is fun.

stalker

2011-03-07T23:30:00.000+08:00

and again.
the award goes to me.
thanks to you too.
the one that following me.

thank you.thank you.thank you.
kekeke.

teaser

2011-03-06T20:19:00.000+08:00

full story...later~^^

Pierrot

2011-03-04T11:47:00.000+08:00

Pierrot:

A character in French pantomime,dressed in floppy white outfit.

A human,looks like a toy, or act like a toy. Not because of what he want it, because he have too.

But,why?

Human is greedy.Using someone for their own good.

I'm not a pierrot.

Do you?

JYJ Pierrot Lyric

삐에로pierrot Lyrics trans

Oh~ Oh~~~~~~~~
난 너의 Pierrot 정말로 웃겨
Me, as your Pierrot, it’s really a joke
너에게 다 받쳐 찌들어
my mind getting it all from you, it dirty my mind
낸 눈 앞에 our bro 돈 앞엔 뭣도 없는
In front of me, my bro. in front of money, I’m nothing
완전한 넌 pro 제대로 p.s.m.
you’re a perfect pro, truly a p.s.m.
아직 어린 내께 또 무슨 짖을 하게 또
What kind of doings will you do to the me who is still young
이 더러운 손 좀 치워
Take away your dirty hands
상대도 하지마
Don’t even try to confront
어제의 우리가 아냐
we’re no longer the us from yesterday
눈 감아도 보여
I still see it even if I close my eyes
난 이제 master
I’m now the master
끝없이 파고 들어오는 건 no. no
delving like there’s no end no. no
그 정도 화보 따위에 가두려하지마
Don’t try to measure it up with fortune or misfortune for this extend
세상을 잘 봐. 너무나 멋져
Look properly at the world. It’s so beautiful
no. just do not touch me
I’m not a pierrot
더 넓은 하늘을 등지고 살고 싶어
I want to live under a wider sky
자류를 알고 싶어 더 높이 fly fly
I want to know the meaning of freedom. Fly fly much higher
나만의 새각이 있어
There’s only thoughts about myself
나만의 인생이 있어
There’s only my own life
감옥 같은 그 때 추억하기 싫어
I hate having to think about the days living in a prisoner cell
영원히 Bye bye bye
Forever Bye bye bye
너만의 그 생각 집어쳐
throw away those thoughts only of u
너의 그 핑계 집어쳐
throw away those excuses of yours
죽도록 더 고통스러운 날들로 가득할 테니까
because it will only be filled with those days of misery and pain
no future no freedom It’s just like a chase for us but it doesn’t matter
now we’re just gonna walk out way for the rest of my life

Credits:inhye87 @ twitter

insyaAllah,your find your way..

2011-03-04T00:41:00.000+08:00

the right path.
the one that Allah want you to cross.
yet,you decide to choose the other way.
because you so..curious..
yet,in the end..
you know you want to turn back..
it's not to late.
find your way.
that lead to..the right path.

no friends,i have my family.
if no family,i have Allah beside me :)

be strong.
jaga diri,jaga hati & jaga iman.

my love

2011-03-04T00:21:00.000+08:00

ayah,

thanks for being so supportive
even when i'm down
you're the one that support me the most

mummy,

every year,we getting closer each other
your courage and love is the best

abang,

everyday,you always call me and asking
how do you do today?
caring,and i'm grateful that i have you

abang aja,

you may be the one that i'm so scared the most
but i know
you want me to be strong in everything

adik,

you may be the youngest
but you're the strongest among all

jaga diri,jaga hati & jaga iman.

just me.

2011-03-02T19:03:00.001+08:00

been busy this month.
even though is in early of March.
gosh.i hope someone can give me a break or a rest.
maybe i should go for a vacation or something.
something that can relax my mind.alone.

separation.and how you handle it.
is you to decide.
well,not all things that i decided were ended in good way.
but all i know,i never ever regretted my decision.

even though might hurt someone,
i rather been called selfish.
for how long do i need to sacrifice if others will never appreciate me?
sometimes,you need to put yourself in the first place rather than for someone.
stop sacrificing yourself,if in the end,you're the one that will hurt a lot.

be strong.
jaga diri.jaga hati.jaga iman.

can I?

2011-02-17T18:56:00.000+08:00

Can I meet this person again?

Because I miss him so much rite now.

Jaejoong-ah,you know I beg you to come here again,

you know how much I miss you rite?

You know I can even give you foam-kiss,

if i'm able too..

You know I can't even resist your cute face.

Chaebal,come to Malaysia again!

I'll promise I'll be a good girl >.<

the weather is telling me...

2011-01-30T10:37:00.001+08:00

it's raining outside..
and the worst part is there is no water supply in my house at the moment *sigh*
but i don't even bother
well,apparently I am.

#nowplaying Keep Your Head Down by ~~Homin~~
Yun & Minnie are getting mature now
i realize that

ahhh,many thought coming rite now
but the weather is telling me to chillax a lil bit

"let the time handle the situation"

should i trust the weather?

cr:google.com

life have up and down

2011-01-28T10:41:00.001+08:00

as January will end
i looked back and ask myself
will you enter February with a smile?
January wasn't a great month for me this year
and also for the past few years
many things will happen in a month called January
but I know January want me to be strong in the beginning

but I will never regretted the major decision that I made in January
the decision I made is for everyone sake
not only for myself
I'm not a person that easily made a decision without thinking

just go with the flow wani,
ask for HIS guidance & help
HE will be with you
Ya Allah,lindungilah hambamu ini..

yes.this is for YOU!

2011-01-24T14:08:00.008+08:00

okay,i really want to make things clear between us.
i know that you upset when i said i don't need you anymore
but do you EVER know the truth?
i need to say those words just to make you stop with this whole childish things that you made!
do you ever realize it?
don't you think that you act like a child,yet you big enough to know between good or bad.
why?wae?doushite?
i won't say sorry because i never made any mistake to you.
and i don't need your sorry too.
stop making excuses,thinking i'm the one plotting this and that.
no,i'm not.
i never influence her to make a decision.
i even tell her,if you wanna do something,is up to her not me.
stop saying ridiculous things because
between us is over.

p/s=yes.this post is dedicated for you!

today is belong to..

2011-01-21T15:02:00.000+08:00

my dad,encik azman baharudin :)
you're the BEST DAD in this world
i love you and i know you love me too

p/s= love,love,love :)

crush

2011-01-10T15:33:00.001+08:00

did i ever mention that i've crush on someone?
no,not kim jaejoong
i mean the real one
i've met him before
we talked
we knew each other
he is a real person that i know in my life
but he didn't even know that I've crush on him
too bad,wasn't it?
but i don't think if i confess to him,
he would choose me
and the reason : I know he have someone that he like
we even talk about that girl before
i even ask him to make a move to that girl so he's not losing her to someone else
yet I'm the one that losing him to someone else
silly me!
but i never regret my decision
because i don't think i would love my boyfriend more than i love kim jaejoong ㅋㅋㅋ

only one person that knew who he is
if i mention her name,probably you guys know who he is~!
but i want it to be a secret FOREVER! :)

tvxq is 5

2011-01-10T09:49:00.001+08:00

this is just my thought,
if you don't agree with me
you can leave any comment to share your own thought too.

i was so emotional lately.
tears always be by my sides day by day.
i was so frustrated thinking why my oppa deul having to many difficulties.
and Cassies start to taking sides;Homin or JYJ.
at first,i was thinking about that too.
since my biased is Jaejoong,
i would choose JYJ side.
but,who am i to do that?
can i still use the name of Cassiopeia to support JYJ?
or if i choose Homin side,can i use Cassiopeia name too?

day by day,i asking myself,
is this what you want?
end up taking sides?

even now Homin continue their activities using TVXQ name
is still hard for me to handle
even when new Cassiopeia is born
when they search for TVXQ name in internet
the search end up saying TVXQ is 5
not 2 nor 3
there are 5 pictures of amazing men
with superb singing & dancing abilities
and of course
they having an awesome supportive & protective star which is Cassiopeia
and yet Cassiopeia is taking side now?
Cassiopeia is connected
yet you asked the star to break up at the sky?

as today
i decided to not let anything break my trust to 5 of them
because i believe

"For the amount of pain you're suffered, you will get the equal amount of happiness in return"

new desktop wallpaper

2011-01-10T09:21:00.001+08:00

this was taken yesterday..
awesome rite? ㅋㅋㅋ

changes

2011-01-07T14:08:00.001+08:00

::last year::

i went to this place last year
watching the sunset,the breezing of the sea,children playing the sand happily
and the coconut drink is so delicious

::yesterday::

and yesterday
i was there..again
and many things had changed

while i was looking at the sunset
i promised to myself
i would come again
many changes may happens
but i'm trying to adapt it

10 follower :)

2011-01-05T23:58:00.000+08:00

YES. 10 follower.
after about a year and half..LOL
for me,10 follower is quite impressive.LOL again

and who read this post,and not following me,
tu pon mahu cakap ka?follow la! ㅋㅋ

aim high,really high!

2011-01-03T18:39:00.000+08:00

I need to graduate with First Class Honor!

And the reason is:

"Bagi penerima - penerima Anugerah Siswazah Cemerlang Kelas Pertama yang membuat pinjaman pendidikan Yayasan Negeri Sembilan, pinjaman tersebut telah di tukarkan kepada status biasiswa. Majlis ini telah disempurnakan oleh YAB. Menteri Besar Negeri Sembilan."

Current CGPA now: 3.** ~~(LOL)~~

Aim high,wani,aim high!

money oh money

2011-01-02T12:37:00.000+08:00

as early january enter
2011 welcoming me with a hope that this year will be much more better than years before
i wasn't prepare any materials to start my new semester at UiTM
things will getting more harder as i'm going to be a senior,a high community in my course department and the hardest part is i'm staying outside (leasing house with friends)
money will be the greatest challenge for me this year
of course i knew it all a long but i need to do major saving
like REALLY major saving
no joke!
books,bills,foods,expenses,shopping (i'm a girl,deal with it)

anyway,let's all pray so that ~~this silly~~ miss syazwani amanina able to go through 2011~!
and happy new year everyone :)

DBSK - Picture Of You - Official Music Video (HD/HQ)

2010-12-28T09:39:00.001+08:00

Do you ever love someone but you can only scream it out only in you heart?
Do you ever tell them how deep is your love to them?
Do you?

Picture of You by TVXQ
This song has it deep meaning
Wrote by Xiah Junsu,one of TVXQ member, I don't know how he manage to make this great song & the member able to sing it with full of emotion of love & missing someone
Plus, the lyric is super amazing
This MV was recorded in Saipan, really beautiful, isn't it?
With the beautiful scene,really deep meaning lyric & singing by 5 most ikemen (handsome) men
Don't tell me that you can't love this song

Anyways,as usual, ENJOY^^

Translation of lyric:

After the after glow sets,
I’m going towards you,
Following the lights which turn on one by one
I’ll embrace you,
Before the cold wind makes your shoulders flinch
I love you,
The foolish you,
You’re so precious to me
As much as the sun that rises above you,
I’ll keep you safe as much as you’ve waited for me, with this glaring heart,
All the dreams I’ve prayed for,
They’re going towards you with my sincere scent
I hope that my wishes of smiling next to you every new morning,
Will be able to come true
I’ll wait for you,
I’ll never let go of your hands,
Even if it’s only tears,
I’ll wipe them away for you
Although we are not able to see the end,
No matter how bumpy our road is,
I’ll promise you, please be mine
As much as the sun that rises above you,
I’ll keep you safe as much as you’ve waited for me, with this glaring heart,
All the dreams I’ve prayed for,
They’re going towards you with my sincere scent,
More than the air I breathe,
‘I love you’ ‘You’re the only one’,
I want to yell those words out into the sky
I love you, my heart which feels like bursting is calling out to you
No matter how many times they find us,
No matter if we can’t breathe,
Like those invisible flower-like smiles,
Which shine just like the stars,
I’ll keep you safe beautifully
As much as the sun that rises above you,
I’ll keep you safe as much as you’ve waited for me, with this glaring heart,
I love you, I love you,
You’re the most beautiful in this world,
This dream-like heart,
More than the air I breathe

(cr: http://mayenluphjaejoong.wordpress.com/2010/05/08/lyric-picture-of-you/)

7 years for TVXQ

2010-12-26T10:41:00.001+08:00

as time goes by..
we are still here, loving each other even more..
7 years goes by..
and our love to you still the same..
i might not following you for the entire 7 years..
but i'm glad that i manage to meet you,
to love you in this world..

you're presence really meaningful to me..
Yunho oppa,Jaejoong oppa,Yoochun oppa,Junsu oppa & Changmin oppa..
I REALLY love you all
so much!
Happy Anniversary oppa^^

Always Keep The Faith :)

i'm sorry

2010-12-25T15:33:00.000+08:00

i know i am a bad friend to you..
because i'm not there when you need support the most..
i'm a bit selfish, and when it comes to give supportive words,
i'm really bad on those stuff.

and,i'm not good in giving advises or giving help.
i know i'm bad.
please forgive me.
coz i'm not a good friend to you.

I'm sorry Kak Sue :(

東方神起 / Bolero & Crazy Love

2010-12-17T22:32:00.001+08:00

i have my own reason why i post 2 songs today..

this is because i'm going this song today to my best chingu,Shire..

we promise to each other that we going to sing DBSK songs when our birthday come..

so,i sing Bolero & Crazy Love to her..

as she wishes too..

btw,enjoy^^

today is belong to..

2010-12-17T12:06:00.000+08:00

Miss Nur Shaheera Shukor..
my best friend,my soulmate, she is everything..
I'm really glad that I know her..
Because she is amazing friend ever :)

Have fun,because you deserve it~^^

one year from now..KOREA!

2010-12-16T14:59:00.002+08:00

For those who read this post..
i tell you what..this is my craziness..
so,don't read it because your time would be waste ㅋㅋㅋ

about 2 days ago..
k.dila tweet something in her Twitter..

..................................................................

At the end,we were like..Ok,save some money then we go to Korea on Nov 2011..
I was like..OMG!Seriously?

Both of us are crazy! But, the major problem is MONEY!
Flight tickets,hotel fees,foods,bla3
For those who want to sponsor us,you guys are most welcome^^ ㅋㅋㅋ

Jaejoong-ahh,I'm going to meet you soon^^

TVXQ The 3rd Asia Tour Concert MIROTIC in Seoul - Xiahtic (Feat. Key)

2010-12-15T12:11:00.001+08:00

Hello again everyone..
Since today is Xiahday (don't tell me you didn't know Xiahday^^), I'm going to post Xiah Junsu solo; Xiahtic..
This song have two version, but I'm only post the Korean version..
The Japanese version is amazing too~^^

Anyways,this one of my favourite video during TVXQ The 3rd Asia Tour Concert MIROTIC in Seoul (Feat.Key[SHINee])
Sexy,Scandalous & even Charisma performance ever by Xiah Junsu..
Hope you'll enjoy..Happy XiahDay~^^

Happy XiahDay

2010-12-15T11:44:00.002+08:00

::Cutie birthday boy^^::

::Cute again::

Junsu Oppa, Happy Birthday :)
This year is the amazing year ever because I'm able to see you during The Beginning showcase at Malaysia & I can tweet you at Twitter by saying Happy Birthday..
You've said before that you tried to read all "mention" by your fans..
So,I really really hope that you read my birthday wishes to you^^
I love you,we,Cassiopeia LOVE you to the max!

김준수오빠,생일 축하해요!

P/S= My current wallpaper^^

[HD] DBSK - W4suren4ide live [karaoke sub + eng]

2010-12-14T21:42:00.000+08:00

For today

For today DBSK video, I'm going to post one of my favourite Tohoshinki's Japanese song ; Wasurenaide = Don't Forget.
The most amazing thing is Hero Jaejoong is the one that wrote the song.. In this song,they really put 120% emotion to sing this song..and you can even feel the meaning of this song even you don't understand it at all..
Don't worry,for this video,one amazing friend of mine,s3adolphin already subs the video with Japanese (roman) + English subs..so,you all can sing it & understand the meaning at the same time~^^

You all can follow her videos in Youtube or in Livejournal..don't forget to leave some comment..
ENJOY~!^^

TVXQ!(동방신기) _ MIROTIC-주문 _ MusicVideo(뮤직비디오).wmv

2010-12-13T21:22:00.002+08:00

For today DBSK video..
I'm sure Cassiopeia know how to sing this song, and can even dance the choreography!
We can see the boys transform from cutie little boys into matured young men!
With sexy & charisma looks & dance,
I'm sure everyone will enjoy this song^^

"Mirotic" is a newly coined term, created by Hero Jaejoong, that combines the Korean MIRO (미로), meaning "maze", and the English suffix "-tic". (cr: Wikipedia)

P/S = I got you....under my skin~^^

XIAHday

2010-12-13T09:29:00.002+08:00

XIAHday is suppose to be in 15 December every year..
but in Korea,people celebrate the birthday boy/girl before or on the date of birthday..
for those who didn't know XIAHday, XIAHday is Kim Junsu (his stage name is Xiah) one of DBSK member birthday..
Cassiopeia celebrate Xiah Junsu birthday and called it as XIAHday :)

Every year,Xiahpwa celebrate Xiah Junsu birthday but this year is the best ever since Xiah Junsu himself come to the event..
What more excited is fans didn't know that Xiah Junsu is coming; so the fans themselves felt like they're the one that get the surprises not Xiah Junsu..

Anyways,just take a look at the pictures below..
I'm not own this pictures,so,tell me if these are your pictures so I can give you proper credit :)

Dear XiahPwa,

Would you like to go out with me?

I’m doing like this!! keke

Merry Christmas!!

t/n: "xiahpwa" means a fan who’s addicted to xiah

Translated by: tvxqhome

The birthday cake..yummy^^

Pictures credit: As tagged

TVXQ!(동방신기) _ O-正.反.合. _ MusicVideo(뮤직비디오).avi

2010-12-12T13:37:00.001+08:00

For today DBSK video..
I'm going to post about DBSK Top Hit that make them get "Asia Idol" title..
"O" - Jung.Ban.Hap.
The first time I know about DBSK in year 2006. But, I'm officially become full-time Cassiopeia early 2009. I'll tell you guys later.

"O"-正.反.合. is TVXQ's third Korean studio album, released on September 29, 2006. In a year when Korean music sales had slumped, it was the highest selling album in South Korea in 2006 which won the group several prominent awards in South Korea. It continues to chart and manages to stay in the top 50 each month. The album's name "O" - Jung. Ban. Hap is also the name of the lead single, which translates to "O" - Thesis. Antithesis. Synthesis or "O" - Justice. Opposition. Solution in English (some English articles also refer to it as "O" Union), in regard to global conflicts and a strong need for peace and resistance. The album has a balance of fast tempo songs and ballads. (Cr: Wikipedia)

Enjoy~^^

"O" -Jung.Ban.Hap Lyric:

[Micky] Yo! U-Know Let's try some noisy beat.

[U-Know] "O"-"O"-"O" let's do this.

[Hero] Hangeoreum mulleoseo jigeum i shidaereul dorabondamyeon
[Micky] Weollido, weonchindo, jeoldae jillido eomneun geot
[Hero] Shidae anui geudae moseubeun eonjena ban i-eonna
[Micky] Hyeonshire eomneun isang eun isanghyeongil ppun "O"
([Max]So Why you diggin')

[Xiah] "O"
[Max] Ije nan duryeoweo, bandaemaneul wihan bandae
[Xiah] "O"
[Max] Kkeuttto eopsshi pyoryuhage dweneun geol

*[All] Na ije channeun geon, hap eul wihan noryeogil ppun nawa gateun soneul,
han wechimeul kkumi shiryeon dweneun geol galmanghaneun jayeo..
geudae gyeote jeonguiraneun moseubui yonggireul

[U-Know] You know, jeoldae jeolmyeong, geudaedeurui nonjaengen nolliga eopsseo
nugudo, deutjji mothamyeon, yeolji mothamyeon, jeoldae haedabeul chajeul su eopsseo
[Micky] Nan gaya dwae, gaya dwae. na-ui ban i jeong. baro jeong.
barojabeul ttaekkaji,
jeong. ban. hap ui noryeogi, eonjenga i ttange, kkumeul piweo naelkkeoya

[Xiah] Jageun kkumira haedo modu gateun goseul barabondamyeon,
[Max] Kkeuttto eopsshi saeroweojyeo, eoptteon gildo mandeureoga
[Xiah] Na-ui ban ui mugero heureumdeureul magaseoneun an dweji
[Max] Eonjena gongjonhal su inneun geol

[Hero] "O"
[Micky] Modeun ge duryeoweo, na-ui gireun manneun geolkka
[Hero] "O"
[U-Know] Mokjjeok eomneun ssa-umdeureun aninga

[Xiah] Areumda-un johwareul, byeonhameomneun mideumeul mandeul suga itttamyeon
[Hero] Han geuru-ui namuga dwe-eo, deo keun supeul iruneun ge gachi isseulkkeoya

[U-Know] Urin keun shiryeondeureul gyeongheomhaesseotjji. machi amheuk soge inneun geot
[Micky] Jalmotttwen seontaegira huhwehanda haedo, jeoldae
[All] Meomchujineun ma.. meomchujineun ma

[Max] "O"
[Xiah] Duryeoweohajima, salmeun gyesok dwego isseo
[Max] "O"
[Xiah] Ije modeun geon, jejarireul channeun geot

*[All] Na ije channeun geon, hap eul wehan noryeogil ppun nawa gateun soneul, han wechimeul
kkumi shiryeon dweneun geol galmanghaneun jayeo.. geudae gyeote jeonguiraneun moseubui yeonggireul

[U-Know] Nega sokhan sahweneun modu jeong, ban, hap ui heureum sogeseo
[Micky] Kkeuttto eopsshi saeroweojyeo, eoptteon gildo mandeureoga
[Hero,Max] Na-ui ban ui mugero heureumdeureul magaseoneun an dweji
[Max] Ah--

[All] "O"

when you've too much free time

2010-12-11T21:36:00.003+08:00

i've nothing to do right now..
btw,for those who didn't know..
i'm learning korean now..by my own
maybe i would take korean class in my degree year..not sure yet..
i wanna take the exam, so better get prepare from now on..
화이팅~!

[HD] DBSK - Hug (Debut Performance)

2010-12-11T16:15:00.001+08:00

Tik tok..Tik tok..
Yes everyone,we're going to make a countdown start from today!
15 days more to DBSK's 7th Anniversaries :)
U-Know Yunho, Hero Jaejoong, Micky Yoochun, Xiah Junsu & Max Changmin debuted on 26 December 2003 with a group called as Dong Bang Shin Ki..
but they also known as TVXQ (International) & Tohoshinki (Japan)..

so, for today DBSK video..
I'm going to give you a video on the day the debut :) Enjoy~

This is my..errrr...hobby?

2010-12-11T16:02:00.001+08:00

See the picture above? That's only half of my collection..
The other half I left it at my other house at Melaka..
well,some of you might say I'm obsess,but nope..
I called it as Fandom :)

So,for those who have problem to buy me a present,just buy me any DBSK's stuff
I'm really appreciate it^^

So,my wish-lists are:

DBSK's 1st, 2nd & 3rd Korean Albums
Tohoshinki's 1st, 2nd & 3rd Japanese Albums
All DBSK/TVXQ/Tohoshinki Singles
All DVD Concerts
All About DBSK (AADBSK) 1,2 & 3
SM Town 2008 DVD
DBSK Official Lighstick especially Hero Jaejoong
Sungkyunkwan Scandal DVD
Sungkyunkwan Scandal OST
Heaven's Postman DVD
Heaven's Postman OST
All Photobook
All Storybook
All Concert Book
All DBSK Official Concert Goods
JYJ The.. Album
JYJ The Beginning Album
Hero Jaejoong Intermodulation Photobook
Micky Yoochun SKKS Photobook
JYJ Worldwide Concert Goods especially JYJ lighstick & blanket
etc

P/s= I repeat, this is FANDOM :)

ayah, mummy & haj

2010-12-11T14:38:00.000+08:00

i should upload these pictures long time ago..
but i don't have enough time to do that..
since,i have so many time to waste (LOL),
i guess i should upload it..
ayah & mummy went to Tanah Suci around errr..
seriously i can't recall when..
ok,now i remember! 14 October 2010~
anyways, just take a look at the pictures..
SubahanAllah, I wanna go there one day..
InsyaAllah, AMIN~

::Mummy::

:: Gen 2 in Makkah::

::Raining::

::SubbahanaAllah::

::Imam Muda::

today is belong to..

2010-12-11T10:07:00.002+08:00

Miss Nurul Fariha Baharudin :)

::you & me::

"A birthday represents an anniversary of the day you were born, a date that is celebrated by most people.
To other people it is a date that they would rather forget, but you are only as old as you feel!" Catherine Pulsifer

Enjoy your day to the fullest, Happy Birthday ^^

new layout

2010-12-10T15:13:00.001+08:00

i'm so happy that i'm able to change my blog background..
somehow,it's looks so cool & yet simple..
well,i manage to change my background to tvxq pictures..
for those who didn't know tvxq,please google-ing by yourself :)

going to updates many pictures,stories & gossips..SOON~

this is the true me

2010-12-10T09:22:00.001+08:00

wake up in the morning..
i know something was waiting for me..
and it is my result for this semester..

well,good things ~~never happens~~ twice..
so i rather mumbling about other stuff than talks about my result..
all i know,i really make my dad feels bad..
after all,i can see that he really feels a lil bit disappointed..

i'm really sorry daddy

i know it's my fault
and i felt the same way too

i'm trying not to let my watery eyes drop
because i want to be a strong person from now on.

read this while you're listening to Wasurenaide by Tohoshinki

i thank GOD i found you^^

2010-12-03T09:29:00.000+08:00

one year passed by..
and we still friends till today..
i so glad that i know you at that moment..

26 september 2009..

you're the first one that started the conversation..
by that,i can see your true & pure heart..
friendly even though i'm a stranger to you..

you are my sister..
we are chasing the love of one man...
we always fighting,but at the end,none of us win..
and until today we still love him..
YES,it is Kim Jae Joong..

I love you Unnie, because I'm truly glad that I know you..
Nurul Adila binti Roslan^^

5 things I hate about Kim Jae Joong

2010-11-11T13:16:00.001+08:00

1- Some said he is a smoker,~~I do hate people smoke~~,since it is bad for your health

2- To many tattoos at his back, and I'm sure he going to make more tatoos (One who has most tattos: A total of 9)

3- Heavy drinker..oh man! Drink too many alcohol is not good for your health!

4- Too skinny..Eat more Jaejoong!

5- YOU make me LOVE YOU! :)

cr: DBSKnights.net,@mjjeje Twitter

Micky Yoochun is now on Twitter~!

2010-10-21T13:52:00.000+08:00

While I on my study mode..
all of sudden i have the feeling that ask me to open the internet and go to DBSKnights page..
and suddenly...BAAMMMM! Micky Yoochun is now on Twitter!
I was like "OMG! Palli2 open your twitter and follow him!" LOL

I'm still not let go my fever about JYJ Showcase..
and after I knew that Micky is on twitter,
I'm thinking of stalking him everyday~ LOL again
Micky Yoochun..yes you Oppa!
Ask the other 4 to have Twitter so that we can tweetssss everyday!

http://www.dbsknights.net/2010/10/info-yoochuns-twitter-account.html

Cr: DBSKnights.net

JYJ Showcase Live in Malaysia is AWESOME!

2010-10-18T22:16:00.005+08:00

Now,i fully prepared to tell you guys from A-Z about the yesterday showcase..

I arrived at Stadium Negara around 8 am but there were lots of Cassies were already there...
wearing red t-shirt..but too bad i don't have one..
the showcase started at 2 pm..many fans started to come from time to time..
since my ticket is at rock zone..there is only 1 gate for me to enter..
and seriously..everybody start to run as they could after the gate open around 12.30pm..
i never run like that..seriously..even during my Sports Day at school..LOL

well,i managed to be top 40 to queue at the rock zone entrance..aha..lucky me..
we waited almost an hour but the security guards do not open the gate..
Cassies start screaming "OPEN!" again and again..
because outside of the stadium was too hot!
but later on..we can heard JYJ having their rehearsal!
when we heard they sing Chajatta..
everybody start to sing Chajatta along with them~!

later on...around 2.30pm..finally,we can get in!!YEAY!
i managed to be almost near of the stage..and seriously..i can see them CLEARLY!
with my own eyes!!

while Yoochun already prepared himself to go on the stage..
we screamed his name and he looks at us, SMILING and WAVING at us~!
meanwhile Junsu started to giving his wonderful voice and funky dance move~!
and Jaejoong..ahhh..how should i describe him then?
so perfect,so flawless,so muscular,so hot...OMG! i love him even more!

during the interview..the MC asking them questions in English..
only Yoochun able to replied it in English..
but JJ and JS replied it in Korean..
the MC told them that most of Malaysian put word "lah" in their conversation..
without no hesitated they said "I LOVE YOU LAH~"
and of course everybody screamed!
then the MC asked Junsu whether Malaysian girls is hot..
and Junsu reply by nodding his head :)
then JJ said that Malaysia is too hot..
hahaha..I'm already used to it dear..
before they start to sing Chajatta..
JJ said "This song is Chajatta"

they promised us to come here again..
JJ said around summer..
hahaha..but he forgot that Malaysia weather is always summer..
maybe around June or July..

and you better come here or else.... :)

going to post some of the pictures taken during the showcase
credit to my friend shire for the pictures and the awesome moment that we had :)

::me and 'jaejoong'::

::even yunho & minnie attend the showcase..LOL::

::db5k::

::me,shire & our ticket::

::outside stadium,the weather was really hot::

::me,so depress waiting in-line to get into the stadium::

::met new friends::

::you can see how near are we during the showcase::

::inside view of the stadium::

::yunjae shipper is everywhere~!::

::jyj during the interview::

dream became true

2010-10-17T21:05:00.000+08:00

do your dream become true?
YES! for the first time i'm able to meet my jaejoong..in person!!
OMG!
JYJ NEW Album Showcase Live in Malaysia!!
Thanks ~~K.dila and Shire~~ for the birthday present!
or else i won't able to meet my jaejoong that close!hehehe :D

i really want to tell you guys the flow and the details happens during today event but i can't upload any videos and pictures since i'm using others laptop to online..
but ayy..chill out girls..soon~!

all i can say that Yoochun is Super HOT,Jaejoong's skin is so PRETTY and Junsu is DAMN SEXY~!

dreaming of JYJ

2010-10-12T22:15:00.000+08:00

JYJ Showcase live in Seoul is a success..
our boys did a very great performance..
ahh,Sunday! Please come faster so that i can meet them and screaming out loud~!

did you see that?

i hope he can point his finger like that to me and say

"This song is for you!" KYAAA~~~

the smile of a "prince" that i would love to see..
smile brightly kim jaejoong-sshi...
because you're the best when you smile :)

great performance from them is my dream!
even homin are not there but still i will support them no matter what!
palli SUNDAY!

cr: DBSK Nights